Scherzy reveals she struggled with eating disorder!

She has one of the hottest bodies in Hollywood, close to perfection if not perfect, so this news comes as a shock for many of
Nicole Scherzinger's fans.
Nicole Scherzinger Reveals Flawless Bikini BodyThe "
Poison" singer revealed in a recent interview for
VH1's
Behind the Music that she battled bulimia during her time on the Pussycat Dolls.
This is the first time
Nicole comes clean about her 8-years struggle with bulimia.
"I never spoke about it so it's embarrassing and...I never spoke about it. Like I said, I never want to play a victim and I never want my family to hear about things from me cause I think it would break their heart, you know",
Scherzy revealed.
"I, I guess it was my addiction. I never did drugs, but kinda doing things to myself was my addiction.", a teary eyed
Nicole said.
"I did it every day for , like, years. Every time I had a second to be alone, I was doing something to myself. You get like blisters on your hands, or scarfs on your hands and I tried to hide those and I think the girls could tell."
Nicole Scherzinger Photos!The
X Factor UK judge added: "I just hated myself. I hated myself. I really was so disgusted with myself."
Nicole Scherzinger's full
Behind The Music interview airs on Sunday October 7and 9 p.m ET.
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